Chop Chop

so today was a slow day! Carson said somthing funny.. he said " mom get me a brownie CHOP CHOP" I laughed so hard, i wasnt expecting that at all. Again today i was a lil upset, cause i was watching rosanne and it was christmas, then i thought wow this is the first christmas in 12 years im going to spend without robbie :( Gosh this is going to be a big challenge for me! i mean hes deployed before but this one feels like its going to be way harder....