welll...

went in for my results today, but ofcourse i have to wait a week for a definete answer. They want to send my results to another pathologist for a second opinion. She saw a few abnormal cells, but doesnt seem to think its much to worry about. So she is leaning towards benign in her opinion. So thats wonderful news for for now!! I just cant wait for my definete answer so i can finally have peace of mind. So hopfully nothing changes. thank you so much everyone that has been praying for me. Its friends like you who make things like this so much easier. And most importantly God has helped me through this, without god in my life i dont think i could have made it through all this. Thank you Lord ford giving me the strength to make it through this tough time! So if its nothing right now i have to go back in 3 months for another biopsy and if the same results ill go back every 6-9 months, just to be safe they will want to keep an eye on it. Again thank you everyone ill let you know what they say when i go back, Praying for the same results :)

Biopsy!

Well i went in for my biopsy this morning! They went in 5 freaking times, so im really sore right now. Anyways i have a real blunt doc! She told me she doesnt want me to come in there nxt week shocked if its cancer. The location of the tumor worries her. I dunno should she of been so blunt?? I mean i get trying to be honest, but i have to wait a whole week for the results so im thinking maybe she just shouldnt of said anything! I dunno. Ive been praying, and i ask all of you thatu please pray for me as well! I will let you know the results when i do! thanks eveeryone.

Jordan gets an award!

So i went to Jordans awards assembly and he got Most Improvment in all academic areas! Wow i am so proud! He was so proud too! If anyone knows Jordan they would know that he appreciates things so much! He loves making mom and dad proud of him! I love him so much! he is such a great kid! Summer turned 4 months old today! She has the cutest personality and shes learning so much already! She has always got a smile on her lil face (that is if shes not chewing on her fingers)LOL even still she smiles! She had her check up today and shes 15lbs 25in long! Doc said very tall for her age! So shes gonna be tall like mom and dad :)

Logan gets an award!!

So the school calls me yesterday and i thought uh oh!! LOL but no it was good news!! They told me Logan was getting an award and they wanted me to be there :) Im so proud of my lil man! So i went to the awards assembly this morning, and my baby got the Highest Acheivement and Academic award! An d the good citizen award!! And yet again i get a call from the school.. Jordan is going to get an ward tomorrow :) i feel so blessed to have 2 great kids (well 4) but the 2 in school getting recognized for their great performance! only a few selected get these awards out of the school and both my babies got chosen!!

Happy big 30 robbie!!

Today is my wonderful hubbys b-day!! hes the big 30.. LOL, and i have been teasing him all year long about it! I love and miss him so much! I dont think i could have been blessed with a better husband! He is truly amazing! A wonderful daddy too! we love and miss you robbie (daddy) happy birthday babe!!

My baby girl sits up!

Today i was on the computer and Summer was sitting on my lap, well i noticed that she was sitting up without support. I was so excited that i had to set her on the floor to see if she could do it all by herself and sure enough she could!!She will be 4 months old on november 14th!! Gosh my baby girl is growing up to fast!!!

Carson Turns 3!

Today carson turned 3 years old! gosh i cant believe it! Daddy got to celebrate his b-day with us! We had our web cam and he had his, and we were online calling so we heard him and he heard us! So daddy got to watch carpoo open present and sing happy birthday and watch him blow out his candles! It was so much fun! It made carpoo really happy too. I want to post a lil birthday message to him!

My dearest carson,
You are such a true blessing from god! I cannot even imagine my life without you in it! You are such a sweet and happy lil boy! You can brighten up my day just with that cute lil smile of yours! This past year I have watched you learn so many new things, and it makes me so proud that i am your mom. You love to aggravate your older brothers, and you adore your new baby sister!! I know you are going to be such a great big brother! And always look out for her. Your favorite thing to watch on tv (wich by the way you just started doing a month ago) Is nickolodean, Nascar and Golf!! So maybe when you grow up you will be a race car driver or a golfer!! But i honestly think you get that sports side from your daddy! You love to clear off mommys coffee table and line up all your cars on it and drive around the table with them. Your big brothers would lock their bedroom door before they go to school to keep you from going in there and u have learned to open it. You go in there and mess with all their things, and when i catch you i say oh carpoo your brothers are going to be so mad at you, and u look up at me smile and say i know :) then they hid all the things you could open the door with , and yet u managed to find somthing else to break in their room with, You asked mommy for a juice and then snuck the straw from it upstairs and opened the door! So u sure are a smart lil guy!! Mischevious too!
I could go on and on about all the cute lil things you do! But i just want you to know you are truly a blesing from god, and i love you so much baby boy! You are so precious and You make me so proud to be your mommy! I love you carpoo!!!

DADDY CELEBRATING WITH US!